Hello there I came back late two nights in a row twehwehwe and its 8+ in the morning and i'm going to the airport soon. Sunny/sunshine myls but i hate you for this. okay anyway back to why I'm here!!

I'm here because I wanted to write a longlonglong post to tell you how freaking epic our pementasan was yeay~ but then I realised I'm going off soon and I can't vividly recall the details of 21112009 anymore so I'm just going to leave notes and ramble yesssss I know it's the same routine all the time but cmon you know you love it right right okay I'm abit deranged this morning hehhh.

To Ramizah & Dikdikids,

Thank you so much for your commitment. I know your department was the department with the most no. of new members (if I'm not wrong heh) but you guys really pulled through. I'm so proud of you guys for bouncing back way higher after what I said (that I know hurt you alot I'm sorry~) Ramizah has really a lot of potential and you guys should be so proud of her, because I know I am. Good job Ramizah. & the karut song for cikgu was so appropriate and cute and really touching even I cried heh. But really, do meet up often after this to keep your bond alive. And for those who are not stepping down soon, please please help to ensure that the semangat kental of PBMC is kept alive :)

To Ilya & Gang Gerek Ver 2/Taridra Gerek,

You guys are a really talented bunch of dancers. I was so impressed that you guys were able to choreograph the dance all on your own. & it was good to see your semangat for taridra (and your kenduris which I have to say was really good because you all gave me food too hehe thank you!! \m/) I'm glad that you guys have worked so well together and don't forget to thank Ilya. Ilya, I hope that you've learnt a thing or two from this experience and I hope I've helped you in a way.. or something :D But you've been great at motivating your team and reminding them that they have to practice haha so thank you for that :) We may not be able to send you guys for SYF soon but that doesnt mean never, so I hope you guys keep up this enthusiasm and keep doing all the taridra stuff so that one day we'll soon be recognized and can finally go for SYF wheeeeeee. As an ex taridra-er, I'm honestly really proud of you guys and how far you've gone. So don't stop going further ok :)

To Hazirah & the Propellers,

I know along the way you guys finished all your jobs and was abit bored by the nothing-to-do-ness, but I'm so happy to see you guys still coming down for practices and being there for especially drama in case they need anything from you. It was great to see you guys enjoying each others' company and stuff, it's really heartwarming ah really really :) You guys have been really helpful in making this production a success and I thank you so much for that :)

To Qistina & the Drama Kentalz,

Hiiiiiii guys haha this group of people were the ones that accepted me when I felt department-less HEHE thank youuuuu :) Thanks for the fun lunch at Plaza Sing, I really enjoyed that. You guys have really put in alot of effort in terms of making the practices fun for each other and helping each other out when one is in need. I hope oyu guys have had fun and I hope Qistina, the JK and I have taught you a few things about drama. Do use it when the new batches come in ok. Thank you so much for all your hard work and eventhough it wasn't easy to funny-ize the script because the play was about something serious. Qistina, hope you've treated my feedback as constructive and I'm sorry if I've offended you too. Thank you for all your help :)

To my loveliest, funniest and most praise-worthy JK,

I LOVE YOU GUYS. Thank you so so so so much for everything and I am so proud that through it all we've stuck like glue & I've always enjoyed every moment with you guys. No matter if we're getting massive headaches from ticket counting to playing monopoly deal to destress after practices, I love you guys to bitssss and pieces. JK (L) "PUSING!!!!!" I will always remember that day and I hope we'll stick together through our next big project. Love you guys and thank you so much for everything :)

OK I AM DONE. Actually I am back from the airport. I was typing halfway then people came to my house so I had to stop hehe then I forgot abt posting cause I had to rush. It's been three emotional days in a row wowee if only the sun would always be here. But its okay I guess abit of rain is fine whee winkwink. Uhhm Zak's staying over yes!!! Shopping tmr most prolly w Kak Syah and Zak ~ & Wednesday is JK + Cikgu outing I CANNOT WAIT LOR. Okay 221109 was scary shit but thanks to Ahmad Aprilia Zahra Birdy Shi Qi for B&J's :) Love my family lotssss :)

Ok I have to go now I'vegot lots to settle ): byebye I need sleeeeeeep. ): or coffee ^^

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How could I forget?!! SPECIAL THANKS to my girlfriends Addie & Dinzbeanz for everything and I mean EVERYTHING! Esp the hair, I owe you guys, thank youuuu. K bye!

P.S: sorry i'm late hehe :)

HI PEEPZ! BEFORE ANYTHING ELSE, ...omg finally heheh 20092009 was belly gewd we finally went to Abg Harith's house!! then after that he went around with us in my family's car. hahaha omg he's damn funny. i'm very happy to have him as a cousin-in-law hahaha :D then ummm finally went out as a convoy!! we dint have that last year but we did this year! maman yus got a new car which is totally rad and prettttttttttty white haha by the end of the day, i swear i ate like hundred different kinds of kuihs/chips and had thousand new gossip HAHAHAHAH.

super fun day! theyre coming over soon and i'm supposed to get ready and all but i'm still tired manzzz. hahah ok anyway,



ok so tomorrow we've got idkhowmany tests so.... i'm gonna die hahaha but before that i shall go eat because i sxmell good food! byebye kids have a gewd time! :)


(L) :)

Climb up, over the top.
Survey the state of the soul
You've got to find out for yourself
Whether or not you're truly trying
Or why not, give it a shot
Shake it, take control
And inevitably wind up
Find out for yourself
All the strengths
That you have inside of you

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Good luck to all for problems in school, family, friends, life and yourself. No I'm not dying yet (hopefully hahahaha) I just doubt I'll be here much so i thought might as well leave a nice note for everyone hahahah ok another reason is, yes I don't know where to begin if I wanted to post about the events in my life. But its been eventful no doubt :)

I'm happy with my Sun, I LOOOOVE the weather (yes honest!!) and fasting month is paying off yeay. Can't wait for raya and determined to face EOYs head-on/head-first/the one where your head sticks out while you're running towards smth to attack it. Ok, byebye. And appreciate life. Because thats the only truly happy thing you can actually decide to do :)

Of course, stress is inevitable. Just dance around every 20 mins that you can. And it'll help. trust me. it'd help more if you have a theme song to each day or week. hahahaha ok maybe I shld try becoming a counsellor eh eh. ok baaaaaiiiii.

Hiiiiiya chixxx(es) (haha I dont know whats plural for chix. or is that plural. anw~), did you miss me? HEHE.

CTs are ovah and to sum things up, I feel nauseous (sp? whatevah!) just thinking of the results. That means that I have done horrendously in CTs. I think. Or it could mean I ate smth wrong. Or I saw Alyssa's face. HAHA kidding, been longggg since I went out with her, and MASQUE. LIKE HELLO BABEZ WE HAVE YET TO GO OUT :D

Hmhmhm ohhhh!! Went to WCP w/ recess gang minus Darsh plus Jose and Justina on 070809. Omg damn fun ok I miss that place!! I miss playing soccer with my cousins at the field omg! And I miss my cousins too! DDDD: we met a french kid and she's so singaporean but she.is.drop.dead.gooooooooorgeous!! And she taught us french! And she totally likes Justina hahahah she was so traumatized. Justina so phaaaaail. :D and hahahah Dini has like tonsss of really nice ahemahem pictures of justina hahah can blackmail her! lol :D Had to go off early though so went with Shonezzz and Izzah and bus ride was LOL. Izzah and her dance falls!

I HOPE THAT AS I TYPE THIS JOSE IS HAVING FUN IN FRRRRRRANCE (cos their R very thick right) JOSE I MISS YOU ):

Fireworks @ Marina Barrage was fun! Singing at the top of our lungs haha eh we actually sound good ok. Hehe i think only ah. And Ahmad's driving. Omg lolcatz totally reminds me of how my father would drive and shout "MOFO" everytime a car gets in his way lulzz. Haiqal and his wounds = pretty preposterous (YEAH)

Lunch with Izzah, Darsh and Shonezz after CTs omg I had the time of my life seriously!!! Damn funny hahaha for that I will give you (L)(K)(Y) Lee Kuan Yew!!! :D Stupid Darsh being all grandpa and Izzah and her "BATHROBE BATHROBE" and Shona just stoning hilariously lol xD We saw alot of other crescentians too!

Been having dinner with the sun alot. Hahahahahahahahahahahaha. ANYWAY,



I kinda miss YMC. But, aiyaaaaaaaaaaaaah. Apesal kat Bedok. Hahahahaha so far, like that might as well go T3. Ahem hint to masque ahem.
Okay, I shall go off now hahahah. Have fun doing eLearning -pukesblood/food/vomit/drinks/yesterday'sdinner- yay bye!

( Part of the list )

ok so yeah, my mum + eldest sister have been out of the country for a while, since tuesday. so its been me and my 16 yr old sister haha its been...... really fun :D but only when my sister's around. half the time she's out haha like now, she's at PM if I'm not wrong. sighhh stuck alone with boys over flowers / boys before flowers or wtv its titled heheh. geez its gonna be eleven where is sheeeeeeeee. hope she brings home iceeee creeeeeeeam.

garrr i feel so sore. money makes the world go round doesnt it.

visitng daddeh tmrw with my grand-ers and aunts and uncles and cousins.
and fireworks at night with the sun. hopefully. ooo excitement.

sloppy update no.2 ha ha

Ok update! Talk abt my 4PM experience. Haha so yeah I'm kinda involved in 4PM. Actually since last time but now I'm more active :D They had 3 workshops over two weekends, last week and this week.

Last week was on sunday, 26/07 at Eunos CC, and I was totally by myself so zi had to go to Eunos alone. When I got there, Siddiq told me I was the only subcomm around so I was like what?!! haha but it wass fun! I met alot of new people. Ok all of them are new ppl except for Siddiq haha. Quite cool ah, because I get to work with people who are all in their twenties. Got to learn alot from them. Alot of them are in their last year of schooling or alr going to work/working/married/engaged and all that.

The people were all very very friendly and super funny! Esp Brock and Faizal. Brock is 29 and Faizal is 30 if I'm not wrong. Then yeap aft the workshop they had a little debrief which was also very very funny, they kept teasing Siddiq and all that. Oh yes they have an office, reminded me of Youth Hub. But 4PM office was like a void deck apartment with a huuuuge office, Youth Hub was like a 5-room apartment in a CC haha not much difference ah, very homely :)

Then this weekend, sat & sun, I was put to child-minding. OMG damn fun! Had to take care of the kids. I loved it! But penat semacam haha. Saturday, we had malay and chinese kids. There was one girl, Balqis, she was very close to me omg she's damn cute!! And this guy wjo was very very very hot, Riyanshah. Primary one and he's damn funny! because Balqis kept talking abt ghosts and how she attacked them in toilets hahah and the Riyanshah was like "dah habis? dah habis? malas nak layan" hahah damn mat! none of the kids were really naughty, they were all very ... normal ah not too obedient not too rebellious.

Second day was abit worse haha. The kids were AWFULLY awfully shy at the start. But after they warmed up to me omg they were damn whoa!!!! But still controllable. We had malay and indian kids. & there was this guy, Khaizan, omg he's like a teddy bear!!! So cute I wanted to bring him home srsly!! He cldnt stop talking abt his nenek. Hahaha he's five omg so damn adorable. There's this guy named Abdul, he was so so so shy at the start, he was hiding behind his sister yknow. then aft he warmed up to me, he was running here and there, crawling under tables and all that. I was just like "ABDULLLL!!!!!" Hahaha but he cute lah. Act guai just because of M&M's haha kidsss.

Overall, this weekend I took care of over 40 kids? yay I feel so happy. And the age range is freaking huge okay! From ummm 2 year olds to 15 (hahah my age man. But lucky they dint know how old I was hehe!) There was a ten month old baby also but too scared to take care man, I'm no professional haha. So Kak Siti took care of him. She said I shld take Early Childhood. Hmmmmmm ^^

Ok, alot lot lot has happened since the last time I posted abt my life haha. Hm ok I admit I can't remember 3/4 of the things that actually happened heh. 

But anyway, life has been good. New hairstyle new life? Hah yes. But it's been great. Plus, my sister's coming home! :) & Liverpool's coming JP hahahaha omg I find it very funny ok it's like... Kanye West at IMM hahaha you get me? But you gotta buy some Carlsberg shit to see them at JP but who cares? hehe. Anw dialogue session will definitely be a miss, Saturday is day out with Syahirah hehe oh yes, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! :D 

& I watched Happy Potek and the Putera Setengah Darah haha movie was enjoyable but company was best :} Heheheheh, hope Darsh & Shonezzzzz had as much fun as I did aft leaving Lido. Ok I feel damn monotonous now haha this is so not right. RHD was freaking enjoyable! I think Tuesday was a greaaaaaaat day (: 

Gonna dance to Hoedown Throwdown in front of the school soon. Rock on babez, \m/ 

GAH I CANNOT UPLOAD PHOTOS! ):
anyway wow it has been wayyyyy long since i've had a proper update!
nope not here to update heh maybe some other time but here to wish happy birthday to......


aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh chew!
goodnight/morning folks!

HIIIII I CHOPPED OFF MY HAIR TODAY! Like its totally short now! Hahah oh DESIREE I think it looks like your hair! I think it looks okay, I kinda like it ^^ But its totally different from my previous hair hahaha whoa!

The week's been okay, I've got eyebags, first week of school whuuuut! Anyway today was good cause we ended early and it was totally TGIF everyone was just happy mainly cause it was friday. Anyway my friends are totally cool, I've realised. Banana/Manguo & Ch0x being really nice and providing us skittles for every sleepy moment in class, I'm really grateful for that actually, skittles are expensive yo! sidetrack: UGH DINI SALIMLIM MY SPACEBAR IS SCREWED!!!! Like since you took it out!! Hahah ok anw, today, Suria & Haiqal asked me to tag along for dinner at Dhoby Ghaut with Aprilia too but then its dinner and haha my mum's kinda turned off by my coming home late. ): better tell her about sunday's cleanup soon then.

Oh anw Tuesday's & Thursday's dinner was superb (Y) I realise Suria loves throwing stuff into my stuff. His tissue, his mask. Hahaha weird pole. Had to go off early for both, I hate being a good kid HA HA. But anw miss them alotzxzx. I think I shld get Chippy's before I go to Braddell haha totally craving for it for the past four days ):

Today, school was cool yo Shona and I were just singing our way thru haha and hey I rarely slept! As in, fr lessons haha. Abang came over in the morning to send me to school! :DDD << super happy hehe. Thanks Abang! Then after school, had lunch with my recess gang : Izzah, Darsh, Shona and Addie. Went to JP for KFC then Izzah and Darsh went to buy Courts stuff. I dragged Addie and Shona along to cut my hair. The dude was being totally nice eventhough I was being a verrrrrrryyyy difficult customer heh. I LOVE THE GUY! And I hate thewoman, betcha she was having menopause tsktsk. After that the three of us were just like WHOA!!! MY HAIR!!! Then met Izzah and Darsh at The Bluez because Addie and I wanted to renew our wedding rings. Addie lah! Lose our first wedding ring, but I like the new one haha its shinyyyy ^^

Oh and I skyped with my sister while she was in Switzerland hahaha that was heartwarming :} KAK IMISSYOUUUUUUU. Sigh

Hmmmmmmmm I forgot what I wanted to post. Haha I got distracted by a text. OH YES workshop was cool! Mr Ian is really wow~ Haha but the only part where it sucked was that it took up alottttttt of time. Nyeah. Errrrrrm other than my friends and family are totally awesome and I love them, I dont think there's anything else to post. So see you!

I ended my holidays by going out till late at night, came home at three in da morning hehez. Sent Kak off to the airport since she's flying off to Switzerland at 0225 in the morning. I missed her the second we left the airport. I can't believe I won't be seeing that moron for a month. Kak, while you're gallivanting your ass around Europe, don't forget to email, skype, call. We all already miss you alot. You'll be in my prayers everyday :D Anyway, Abg Dinie drove the car back home and I stayed up with him while mum and Kak Syah alrdy slept. Talked to him about life and stuff. It feels so good to have a brother in the house. Told him alot abt Rafusicul :) since he was supposed to come and help out too but he had a competition ): Slept at abt three plus or four, woke up and he sent me to school. When I got home he was already in school so ): Hope he sleeps over again some day :)

My first day in school wasn't so bad, maybe cause the dentist helped me escape the lecturings of DK :) Singing all day long with Shona, missing Rafusicul like asdfgfhdgfj. Paper adventures at the copying room (I realised I missed Addie alot ): ) 3S1 and their usual antics, new teachers, new stuff. Ride home with 3/4 of masque and Dini told me abt some asshole she dissed haha you go girl! Good day tday (: 

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And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

Chorus:
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

*Repeat chorus*

La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

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Mass convo with the bestest of the bestest just now, I'm probably to be damned but I want to be selfish and never let go of them. It's not disgusting because they feel like family, they feel like what a simple happy perfect family feels like. We've got problems, we've got issues, but the best thing is we don't care mainly because we've got each other.

I love each and every one of you. I'm so thankful for you guys. Rafusicul, always and forever. Yay. ^^

HIYA KIDS
It's two in da morningggg and I'm still as awake as an owl whooh. Anyway hmmmm been quite a day today. POINT-FORM YAY! (i'll start with last night!)

0.1) Talked to Faiz/Janet after the longest time omg I miss them so much. HE REBONDED HIS HAIR HA HA so gay. Finally closed his piercing and he got punched hahaha now there's a scar. I told both to come down to Rafusicul and bring along the whole Recess-Play-Catching Gang, hope they rly do come! & OMG FAIZ MADE FRIENDS WITH LADY GAGA'S DANCER. Read? wow much. Haha. I miss my psch kids ): And omg I miss Janet to bits and pieces, wasted that I cant follow them to Night Safari on Tues night, but its ok. Rafusicul now, nothing else. (haha Obsessicul GEDDIT :D)

0.2) O.M.G JIMMY IS HALF DEAD (HARPER'S ISLAND) OMG ): He is the only guy I actually liked (besides Henry) in that show omg how how! STUPID WAKEFIELD DIE DIE DIE!!

Today. 
1. Woke up a little late for swimming hehe. Still went to gram's to see my little brother/cousin-ish dude. OMG my jaw dropped when I saw him. HE'S LIKE SURIA NOW. Can you believe it, he used to be like Hussain! Serious no kidding! Not so fun to hug him anymore but omg he's still so cute and his hair is still so funky 'fro-ey. LUV HIM LOTSSSS & I've got tons of pics of him now yay!

2. Didnt go to swimming )))): because I kinda came too early heh and I had to go off for TTI's "showcase" at Corporation Walk (omg I never knew there were bungalows there) And TTI was actually very good, I was honoured to be invited actually hehe. Best of luck in Rafusicul! I know you guys can do goooood~

3. Went home to clean up and change. Then went to Queensway to check the prices of the trophy. And Aprilia called and said "Eh we're having a meeting! Quick come!" So I took cab but in the end it wasnt really a meeting haha but I really loved it there. (since when did I not love it haha)

4. Had family dinner! Omg I really wanted to cry ): It was just really great to have everyone sit and eat together. Suria and his nonsense, Haiqal and his nonstop laughter. Okay actually everyone was laughing nonstop haha. Omgosh I love Rafusicul so much much much! The best, ever (: 

5. Our license is still pending I am awfully scared/sad. But its ok we'll all pray. HELP ME PRAY MY FRIENDZZZ :) 

6. Train ride, took the long way home because we seriously couldn't part from each other hahah. Again the ride was hilaaaaarious shit. Haiqal, Qhairiq and Suria was making sooo much noise haha it was embarrassing! Played shoot shag and marry, omg that was the time when the train was even emptier so our voices seemed very very very loud. Haiqal was trying to explain shag to Edbert haha. "SHAG IS... SHAG IS... SHAG IS THAT !!!! THAT . HAVING SEX LAH." And Qhairiq was like "Shag is... ssss....sssaying.. thank you.. after a long day" HAHAHAHA and the choices became Pamela, Barack Obama, Paris Hilton.

 OMG AND ALYSSA WAS LIKE "YES! I'LL SHAG PARIS!!" And Qhairiq chose to marry Obama so he took my LV wallet & Alyssa's Billabong wallet and acted all First Lady-ish hahaha. OMG I LOVE THEM.

7. Went to Pasar Malam to scout for fans. Thank god Qhairiq found the one-dollar super pretty fans! If not we'd have to pay 15 buxx instead of six. HAHA he went back to the guy selling fans for 15 bux and showed him the 6 bux fans haha! 

8. Went home and did stuff. Patrick star is high res-ifying yay! Totally made up for shouting in my ear! Haha but he seems nice... after the shouting. Had a longggg talk with Aprilia wow. I was quite pissed off at her just now I was nearly crying haha but it's all good. I love her so much omg. 

9. K tomorrow, eight at OCK, studying emaths. Ten at popular to buy stuff, 12 at OPSG to get our butts to work. 3/4 at United Square. Dinner. I can barely wait haha. 

10. No sleep tonight, lit is calling.... Or rather, Mr M haha sigh. Ok bye, LG! :D

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I....... & you. (: 

Hellllllllllllo. Today we had mass briefing. It was very fun. Certs and lanyards got done too. We had repackaging of the goodie bags and umm we kinda packed the youth hub halfway too so that was good. Wait I think we packed it. Anyway, after meeting, we wanted to go Arab street to find the fan thing but I forgot why it got cancelled so Aprilia went to Toa Payoh to meet her parents and Qhairiq, me, Alyssa and Edbert went to JP.

But omg train ride there was funny! There was this moment when we were just talking, then Qhairiq was like "I made 50 bucks today whooh whooh can buy the trophies you know" and we were like............. OMG QHAIRIQ WHY DINT YOU SAY THAT EARLIER?!!!! Then we all got so excited like whoooh whooh so Alyssa started calling Ahmad and I called Aprilia but then Shi Lei said some stuff about budget. Geh. But I dunno I still wanna get them ^^

Anyway when we arrived at JP we called Haiqal & Lyza and found out that they were at cine, with Salihan. Oooh hehe. Hahah then we went walking around trynna find smth good enough to buy. Finally saw this shop with loaaaaads of soccer stuff. Liverpool, Man U, Arsenal, Chelsea merchandise mostly but omg I love that shop. Qhairiq bought his dad a Liverpool ashtray and hahaha when he bargained it was seriously hilarious. When Alyssa wanted to buy the Man U sticker, Qhairiq was like "ok I bargain for you" then he went to the counter and came up with alllllll sorts of stories like "She got no money to buy drink" and like :wah you hurt my feelings, one dollar off lah" and "You put 'Qhairiq Fadzran owe me one dollar' Later I come back" omg hahahaha

Then we went to Popular to get Qhairiq's dad a card. That was funny too hahaha Qhairiq is so retarded. 

OMG anyway my mum told me Alif is as thin as Alif (Aziz) now omg!!! Can't wait to go swimming with him tmr heeeeeeee whoooh he's like the only younger brother I've ever had and I havent seen him for yeaaaaars! Finally! He's probably whining about smth now at gram's haha but omg I cant wait for tmr! Oh yes TTI's "showcase" is tmr too so I guess I'm going. Then YOG at Braddell... dont know yet, see how <-- haha Aprilia will hate me if I say this to her. SEE HOW SEE HOW SEE HOW. I shall do that tmr heheh. Ok, off to mass convos with Twinny and Qhairiq hahaha omg yes I have to go talk to Aprilia tooooz. Nights!

Happy Fathers' Day too! (:

Okay there's like loadssssssss of things I wanna talk about. I don't think I can type everything out though ): This week has been very very very eventful, and its not even Rafusicul week yet. But anyway, wow I've done many things this week and not one is related to homework! Heh, anyway,

Monday (15/04/09)
Auditions day 1! I was freaking out when we were late heh but Haiqal was damn funny haha I smsed him "ARE YOU THERE YET?! I'm panicking like crazy!!!" Then he keeps saying he's reaching but he's actually not even near haha. & then he asked me "Where are YOU" And I was like "In the cab in the cab I dont know where!!" Haha ok not funny. Then I rmb the phone call from Romit and Zahra was telling Romit about Suria(na) and how "tall, lean, cute with long eyelashes" Suria(na) is hahah. There were alot of really good people auditioning that day ^^ oh after that we went to United Square and Suria was like doing the static thing to everyone and when he did it to me, the rest said there was even a sound. Damn painful lah! And it was damn annoying when he did it again and again but very funny haha. Then the rest went to Starbuxxx and I went home omg I am still depressed over my lost card bloody shit man how can I lose it again! This looks like total wordspam whoooh I am damn hungry. ):

Tuesday (16/06/09)
Auditions day 2! Before that, met JK 09/10 at nine in the morning (damn pro!) and I was so restless, fidgeting alot haha sorry Syah~ Super productive meeting, I love working with them! Then aft that, trained to OPSG. Hairul was the only one there and haha he was like "Eh can feel something can feel something!!" He was trynna prove that the Youth Hub was haunted -.- haha. Lesser people came that day but we went home waaaaaaay late. And like everyone was good so we put everyone thru to the next round. ^^ The discussion abt the games was damn funny hhahhrotflmaolol I love my Rafusicul team! After that, we went to Little India to scout for our Henna person dude yeah. WE FOUND HER!! ^^ felt really good, esp when it was like night time and we alrdy had a full day tgt. Went to eat at Burger King all the way beside (i zink) sim lim square. It was already eleven I think haha but its always good fun when we spend loads of time together. Had jumpshots in the dark dark night haha epic I tell you! Our best (or funniest, actually) shot was of us bending and getting ready to jump while Haiqal was all spread out and excited haha :D

Wednesday (17/06/09)
JK 09/10 bonding time! Met Syah at 10 at JE while the other kids were so late, but guess who woke up latest man! Haha I woke up at 930 x) Anyway, went to walk all ze way to baking made easy to find out.... that its like a carpark now -.- so went to NTUC to buy stuff. Got the ingredients and went to my criiiiiiiiiib at pioneer. Had loads of fun baking baking hehehe we had kpop blasting from the kitchen to the living room and we were dancing alot too heh. the cookies are at my hse now hoo~ They went off at abt 330 and after sending then to Pioneer I just like *plonk*-ed onto  my sofa hahah was so so so so tired.

Thursday (18/06/09)
Had dental at 1030 at NDC. They gave me this yellow sticker haha I felt so whooh~ Cause of the H1N1 thing but ok I dont make sense. Anyway changed colour to yellow! Idk why I just felt yellow heh. My teeth srsly hurts now haha. Anyway, my bracket actually fell off! And they had to do a rebonding (haha yes I rebonded my tooth! Cool noh) & all along I thought the bands were the problem haha. And then I was damn early for the outing so I went to Orchard to wait. I waited for about.... so long and I got bored so I wanted to go to HMV. Ahmad said it was at heeren but he had school so I couldnt call. Called Alyssa instead and omg that swine! HAHA told me to go to Wheelock omg! And at first I was thinking how come Wheelock got HMV but since she's the street smart one out of the two of us, I went to Wheelock. Well duh there was no HMV haha but there's the CDsection which I .. kinda dropped the CDs on the rack haha epic fail seh omg. I was just like "-breathes in- -act cool- -put back cd- -quickly walk away-" hahaha omg damn embarrasing. & worst of all they weren't selling The Lion Story EP cd so ... waste my time only): haha.

Then met with Alyssa, Gauhrie, Marcus, Chee Yang, JC, Berwin, Kevin. Walked and talked all the way to Plaza Sing. Omg I swear I couldve rofled so many times while walking, the guys were so funny. Esp when like most of them have changed tremendously. Had a moment to scout for Thanaraj and he changed so much too! Had lunch at LJS and crapped alot. Aravin came soon after. Then there was this dilemma talk at GV omg that was hilarious. And then when Alyssa and I needed to go to Braddell they actually followed us all the way. They got free pool! Hahah and there was this part,

Me: Marcus I want coke!
Suria: Oh Nurul come out drink only ah go back in go back in!
-goes to trng rm-
Suria: -with super blur face- Eh was I fierce enough outside! :D :D

HAHAHA suriana is sucha loser. Too bad he had soccer aft meeting so cldnt join us for dinner.

After meeting, we went to Toa Payoh Hub to buy stuff and have dinner. Sigh I'm really gonna miss every single part of Rafusicul. Its going so good and yknow we all want a successful show and all that but once its done, I bet you a million bux I'm gonna want it all over again. This is what happens when you've bonded with awesome people for what, eight months? (if counting from campteen last yr) Iloveteamrafusicul!

Friday (19/06/09)
Ok so I know this day's not over yet but I might as well post since I know whats gonna happen. Meeting Aprilia @ four after watching TTI at... home haha and we're gonna have total girl talk over at B&J's. I'm hoping Haiqal will come too cause then it'll be fun. Always fun-er when more Rafusicul members are arnd hehe. For now, I'm gonna drown myself in hmk :D Bye homies!

OH YESSS, COME DOWN TO UNITED SQUARE 24 & 25 JUNE, ESPECIALLY AT 1-2 ON 24 JUNE. CMON PEEPZ BRING YER HOMIES MUMMIES DADDIES SISTAZ BRADAZ EVERYONE! KAY BYE! (L)

I feel damn sick haha hi. Day out with da grammy & her entourage was cool, my fave part was watching the little prawns swimming around in the aquarium, at least it was a safer environment compared to the sea creatures at JP's seafood aquarium thing. I can cry for the animals there seriously. I have a !#$!&@#^ headache haha see I dint swear you can stop scolding me now b....baybeh. Tehez.

Hello addie welcome home! Haha I'm smsing you now haha you and your Wei Wen. Tsktsk how dya fink yer spouse feelz! Lol ok muvin on.

Did I tell you abt my very horrible thursday. On wednesday night granddaddy called and said Tok Su passed away. Honestly I dint rly know how to react. More of Deja Vu, dont you think? It saddened me though that we cant attend his funeral because he's all the way in Kedah and well.... my dad's the only one who knows/knew/wtv how to get there. I miss Kedah @#$%loads. Sigh anyway, the next day I felt so.... Haha slept at abt nine on wed night cause Idk why and woke up at 11 the next day. Totally had no mood to... live so after bathing and doing some shiz on my Callum, slept at abt 1230-1 all the way till 5 haha whoops. After that, cleaned up and picked my mum up and  Cik Jun was being all "Eh mak nenek ni tak prasan pantat I besar" Hahaha she's so funny. 

I miss Tok Su no doubt, but I dunno, I feel that these kinda things just happen so often. Before too long everything's just a memory anyway, you decide if its gonna be painful or not. 

Came home and I found out that my work was like not done heh so chiongedddd and tada~ Slept at one though, pretty exciting. Now I feel sick haha I mentioned that. I have stuff to do and SOAR to attend at 10 sharp tmrw so gnight folks, I'll be partyparty just to make me feel better cause it always works, right MJ? ;) 

Anyway, luv u loadzz Zahra Khanum. Doubt she reads my blog but she ttly deserves credibility because talking to her makes me a whole lot better. Hope she's coming for SOAR tmrw. Right, off to Photoshopping. 

ADDIE COME HOME ALREADY!!! i am so boredd to da maxxxx heh wanna play hide and shh!!

Anywayz good morning baltimooooore its eight oclock plus a few minutez and I got news for dinzybeanz CLICK CLICK! THE ONE IN BLACK SCARF IS AMEER! Can you believe it I cant believe it It's so hard to believe WHOA UNBELIEVABLE! but cool. Hahaha my kindergarten best friend ok! So damn proud of him whooh~ K babez I got certs and homework to get my ass on hehe I totally zonked out last night. Man I missed bbq sorry sorry sorry but hope you guys had fun ^^ Get well soon twinny! 38.7 I'm so sorry I wont say the word no more~ 

Did I tell you, on monday on my way back home from Braddell, twinny and I decided to eat so we got off at Tiong and I treated her to a meal. Omg she got so emotional hahahahahahaha with her "YOU'RE SO BEAUTIFUL" and her "I have an LV wallet, suck that ya'll" attitude towards the counter guy hahahaha hilarious I swear that's the last meal I'll treat her to!  

OK WE ARE NOW RECRUITING VOLUNTEERSSSS. You guys get CIP hours ^^ If you dint receive the email about it, tell me and I'll send yew. Ok ok? Ok. Set. Have a happy happy day have a happy happy day chase your blues away oh have a happy happy dayyyyyyyy! 

I haven't had coffee for days (I bought chocolate deluxe frappe instead ytd!) come come congratulate me! Though I feel so wonky haha lets see if I can stand it till...................... Friday whooo ^^

Ha ha sloppy update.

( Hello fifteenth! )

Thank you to everyone that gave me presents/wished me/hugged me/did something that really made my birthday awsm! THANKCHU LUBCHU! (((((((((((((((((((::::::: 

I shall post about NACLI, MJ and Partying with Vathi another time since I'm seriously dead beat now, cyaz. 
LORAINE LEE DO NOT PUT MY VID UP OR ELSE........ ^^ thankchu lubchu :D
SWINEY UPLOAD 020609 PIGCHURS!! thankchu lubchu!

TO MY ANG&KULZ BABIES;

I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCHHHH! :D Heck that we didn't get gold. The amount of pride we felt after the performance + how much we've improved in every aspect possible + the applause we got from the audience + the smilesmilesmile we got from Pak Obi! + how much effort we spent + how much we LOVE each other, that's golden enough I tell you. I LOVE YOU GUYS OMG (:

I'm actually very sad that we don't have anymore cca till god knows when and we haven't given our Versas to Mr Very & Mdm Nisa!!! ): 
I'M GOING TO MISS ANGKLUNG ): But I'm gonna use that free time to mug like shit yozx. Wish me luck for MYEs omg omg if not my mum's gonna screw me upside down (HAHA EW....you get what I mean dontcha)

OH YESSSSS ; THANK YOUUUUU to all those who've supported us ever since ... you started supporting us (HAHA) thank you thank you thank you!! (L)(L)(L)(L) ^ 10000000000! Man, I miss playing Kulintang alr. And I've got only so little months left omfg! D: OH YEAH I saw Sharah playing! & I heard Nurul Ain & Haslinda were playing too but I didn't bring my specs so I didnt see them HEHHHHZ.

Backtrack. HOUSE INVESTITURE WUZ KEWL YOZ. I love Fry House Comm! :D :D :D :D YEAH~
I'm going to miss the sec fours. :/ But omg we got collar pins haha which reminds me, now where's my PL collar pin hmmmmmmm.

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OMGOSH 26 JULY! LIVERPOOL'S COMING TO SINGAPORE OMG I WANNA FAINT/DIE -FAINTS&DIE- OMG BUT IF MY SISTER'S NOT GOING I CANNOT GO WTH! AND HER PLANE IS LIKE ONLY TOUCHING DOWN FROM EUROPE (WHICHEVER COUNTRY SHE MAY BE COMING FROM) ON 26 JULY! ): I DONT CARE I'M GOING TO MAKE HER PLANE CRASH LAND TO SINGAPORE SO ITS FASTER THEN I PICK HER UP AND WE'LL GO STRAIGHT TO SEE LIVERPOOL HAHA YAYZ. 
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Today was one of those days where every step I took, I just wanted to fall because all my body parts felt so dislocated (haha what?) But yeah. The major events today, I totally screwed up big time. I don't actually feel repentant and thats the worst part. But talking to Shona sure is funny (though it doesn't really help HAHA) I love my table mate (L)(K) Sigh sodium I don't know if I should hate you or poke myself right in the eye. Okay, not the time to think about it now. I'm off to mug, kidz. >:{D